I always liked talking to her. Never get to see her much, but when I do, it’s usually for like a split second. I swear I can tell her everything, I literally have, and we don’t even go to the same school, hell we never really hung out. I like people like Quynh lols. Why can’t there be more of you gurllllll!?
DUDE, stfu. You’re being a little bitch. Pulling me into your shit And you wonder why I treat you the way I do at school. Cause I’m not going to put up a front on who you trying to be. If only people could see how you act at home at school. Then people would understand the bullshit I have to go through every fucking day.
Yesterday my mom posted a picture on Facebook of my 5 year old brother Sam wearing a pair of shoes he picked out for his first day of preschool.
She explained to him in the store that they were really made for girls. Sam then told her that he didn’t care and that “ninjas can wear pink shoes too.”
Sam went to preschool and got several compliments on his new shoes. Not one kid said anything negative toward him about it.
However, my mom received about 20 comments on the photo from various family members saying how “wrong” it is and how “things like this will affect him socially” and, put most eloquently by my great aunt, “that shit will turn him gay.”
My mom then deleted the photo and told Sam that he can wear whatever he wants to preschool, that it’s his decision. If he wants to wear pink shoes, he can wear pink shoes.
Sam then explained to her that he didn’t like them because they were pink, he liked them because they were “made out of zebras” and zebras are his favorite animal :)
I actually like writing essays, don’t know why, I guess it’s the thought of just being able to speak my opinion on any topic given and being able to put it down on paper, into thoughts that a teacher may just remember, even if it were just for a little. I do kind of wish I pushed harder to get AP Comp. I think it would help me ALOT when it comes to writing. Mainly because I have issues with getting lost into my opinion where only I understand what I am writing, and my teacher doesn’t. I guess I just want to learn how to write my opinion in a way where it appeals to the reader as well and they are able to fully understand it just as I see it in my head.
I realized I effed up when it comes to asb. I always never really knew how to balance my life out. you know like that triangle that has “Social life”, “Intelligence”, “Sleep”. and you have to pick 2. I guess my triangle would be “Intelligence”, “Sports”, “ASB”. I always chose asb and sports. Never really wanted to try in school, I am sure to admit that. But after all that is going on, I know what I need to do now. I’m getting my head back in the game. This time, I seriously mean it now, I really do, I’m going to get my grades up. Not the brightest pickle around but I know I can do this. I just really need to set my mind up for this. I know it’s not going to be easy, it’s going to take work, but I know, at the end of the day, I can do this! @undreyuhh helped me realize that. Tonight has probably been one of my most productive nights in awhile. Now just going to finish up english, and I’m good to go for about an hour of sleep, then off to work. Feels like last year.
I have to keep reminding myself that I’m quitting on you. You’re not worth it anymore. I think all I want now is friendship.