My mom doesn’t think these things mix but they do. Nowadays when I look at my news feed, most of the time I see people posting pictures of their homework or asking others for help. I was just IMing a bunch of people on facebook to see if anybody could print stuff out for me and my mom thinks I’m just chatting. I even let her read the conversation and she still tried to be mad at me -_-
I swear my uncle and I have the most random moments at night. He’s like 8 years older than me but feels like a big brother rather than a uncle. Anyways, he’s like shaving his facial hair and calls me over and is like “does it look okay?” It’s like almost 2 in the morning, everything looks “okay” to me LOL. I seriously think we get along better around this time O_O
“I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you’re dying to cry your heart out
Oh”—Meg “I won’t say I’m in Love” (Hercules Soundtrack)
Sometimes i wonder how I would do if i took running seriously. I feel like it’s unfair, I’m lazy and I don’t work as hard as the others in yet I still beat about half of my varsity (again) in the races. Yea this may sound cocky but man this just seems unfair to me. I don’t want to feel the prrssure of a varsity runner, i absolutely hate it, I don’t want it anymore. However, girls who work so hard and want it don’t get it. I like running races, that’s about it. The adrenaline rush is amazing but other than that it’s too much pressure to try my best, or to be the best i can be.
After watching UP for the first time yesterday, it made me realize that someday I want to have what Carl and Ellie had. They grew up together and were the best of friends. They did whatever it took to be together always. I just hope that someday I find a love like that. Yes, this may be cliche, I do believe that I can also grow to be independent, but I also believe I can find that someone to live the rest of my life with. What I really admired about Carl and Ellie wae that even after everything, Ellie still wanted Carl to have an adventure of his own. It takes a lot to let someone go out into the world on their own and want them to be happy.
RAWR GGUSD starts school tomorrow. I seriously feel like I’m going to wake up tomorrow at 6 a.m. to go to school for cross country practice. But no, I’m getting up at 6 a.m. to go to school for school. Starting at 8 a.m. tomorrow shall be the start of junior year. I already feel like I fucked up already. Well at least i only have 0-4 period. WOOT get to leave right after 4th period. All I need is one more week. Come on GGUSD, we start later and finish later than other districts, might as well give us one more week of summer. Blah I wish I could be like my 8 year old brother and not have to worry about summer homework. Last time I checked, summer was the time for no education and to just have fun. Pfft why have summer if we’re just going to have homework. Alright LATES B|