so its been a week since summer started
- summer basketball is on again
- playing jv
- xc is wow, i’m out of shape
- isolation
- siblings staying in arizona
- i’m # 25 now ><
- lost the first game of summer
okay so today was our first game of summer, we thought we be playing a frosh/soph team. Oh man were we wrong. we played some 5’8 white girls who were buff (and they were actual jv). FUCK MAN! i felt like they murdered us, even though we lost by like 12, it felt like a total wake up call. We were not playing like a jv team, we played like a fresh frosh/soph team. I was so out of it, i felt really bad like i let the whole world down. I tried to give it my all since we didn’t have Esther today. Ain’t gonna lie though, our 2 mini freshies did pretty good for a first time. Ahhhh i know tomorrow’s practice is going to be a bitch but just got to suck it up and just come back harder. Game on thursday so must be ready!

