One day you’re going to want that girl. That girl who knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl who believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl who should have you, but doesn’t even though she deserves it.
Wow so yesterday we played Los Amigos. We won (50-20) hoes wanted to throw it down with us, but we too gangsta so mess with them. but one bitch punched my stomache, she cant handle a damn box out, cant handle a asian’s ass nigga! well we undefeated (6-0).
Alright so today went to practice, got there at like 6:50ish. coaches didnt get there until like 7:10ish. Practice was pretty chill today, got to scrimmage, it was lots of fun! I kept working on my shot after practice. Hung out with Michelle Duong after practice. Chilled with sally while she did her group video thingy. We ended up goin jj’s house while sally was doing the video. me and michelle were starving! jj made us quesadillas. they were so bomb! haha so many random moments with jj and erika and michelle. haha cha cha slide with fingers is so random but so cool! haha hector just had to walk in at the wrong time. well we took a banana back to diana at shs. after she denied the banana, me michelle and sally went to anthony’s house. Danny was there. he made us quesadillas! well he gave us the stuff to make them haha. Talked and hung out for a bit, then i had to go home. i took a nap, ate, and computer, thats about it. pretty boring huh. ughhhhh spanish project going to be a fail!
2970) I just wanna meet a guy who plays guitar, wears plaid shirts, listens to the shins, has good hair, whos a gentleman, maybe sings?, will laugh with me, has nice eyes, has a nice body, smells good, sees the beauty in me, lets me in, i can to talk to about anything, makes me feel funny inside, will dance with me, just gets me. Someone who makes me feel like waiting was worth it. Is that too much to ask?
If i was a whore, would you lose respect for me? If i committed suicide, how long would you be depressed? If i wasn’t your friend, would you regret never meeting me? If i wasn’t in a relationship, would you ask me out? If you two weren’t friends, would you allow yourself to like me? If you weren’t there for me, would you regret that? If i was crying, would you comfort me or would you just want gossip? If you saw me cutting myself, would you tell me to stop? If i was sad, would you care? If i wasn’t social, would you still come up to me? If i wanted to die, how would you convince me to stop myself? If i was poor, would you help me? If there was a disgusting rumor about me, would you believe it without clarifying? If i was never there for you when you needed me, would you hate me?
If all these questions are the things i think about everyday, what would you do?
Today got down! thats all i have to say. haha had a home game against Grove. we won [45-14]. no stopping on fast breaks for this game, im glad.Conversating during the game is brilliant! buahahaha! Made a really nice shot for zuri. I was waiting to sub in, and Zuri was like “make a 3 for me” right when i went in, i got the ball and made a 2, but i was so close to the 3 point line! oh wells, she still took the shot ;] me, angie, and melissa had great teamwork today. the only thing i disliked about the game was having 1 foul and my passes were sloppy. Wow, i’m really going to miss basketball when season is over. i wish it could just go straight to summer and summer league can start again, cant wait to see what freshman try out over summer for next year. i think its going to be entertaining to watch haha.i realized that these are gonna be some of the times i am going to miss when high school is over. well goin into the 2nd round of league! we are undefeated right now! [5-0 baby!] hope to keep it like that. hope we still have the tournament at the end of season. next game is AWAY @ LOS AMIGOS. 3pm! this friday, January 29th 2k10
ahhh inside joke between me and michelle duong. Hrmmm i havent even started on homework yet, but its not gonna take me that long. I just finished making a card/letter thingy for mayra. haha gawd i love her, too bad she graduating this year. Imma miss her so much, imma miss all the seniors next year. Today was a pretty chill day, even without my ipod, i didnt fall asleep during class. Didnt do much today, we did pretty much review for all my classes. went all out in practice today, since we got grove tomorrow. Julie Xiong was there! she jumped on my back and like tackled me to the ground. haha it was great to see her. Hung out with some freshies after practice and frankie, that douche threw the ball at my fingers when i was laying down! Us freshies went over to shoot on the guys side. kept trying to hit tony with the ball. lol his fault for trying to sleep on the bleachers. Played one on one with franky lara. haha it always feels like the old days when we play. Andrade is a damn stick! none of us can stand it lol. i had to leave early, ewwwwww. michelle told me she left at 7, and hung out with angie before that. wish i couldve stayed. Hrmmm maybe i should finally start on hw. GAME agianst GROVE TOMORROW! @ 3PM. Its HOME so that means at SANTIAGO bby! come watch.support.buy food!
alright so i woke up early to take care of my little brother before i leave to practice. Got to practice on time, i ran my ass off on the way there. My head was still hurting a little bit but it was alright. Ahhhh during warm ups, i landed wrong from a jump and hurt my knee, it like shocked! so i couldnt practice but towards the end i worked on crossovers. after practice me, esther, angie, becca, erminia, michelle went to jack in the box. timmy told me he saw us walking. we talked about alot of stuff at jack, it was great. Came back. used the shooting machine, scrimmaged with jv. haha amy so had a clean charge, too bad coach couldnt tell. After varsity practice me, nessa, amy, fatima, esther, and dulce went to the block. haha i think we looked kind of retarded. looking around in f21 was hilarious. Amy got food while we were all broke, we talked alot though, it was nice. i went to newport after i got home. I love the air there, its just so fresh <3 texted frankie while i was at the beach, haha funny conversations about a rock.
woke up, went with uncle to beach. good wokrout f00. came back home didnt really do anything the whole day. just text, aim, myspace, facebook, etc…yup thats pretty much it. I guess the only highlight of my day was beach. ewww school tomorrow. i wish i could just skip all my classes and just go to bball practice. its my drug mang <3
14457.) I am annoyed at the fact that my friends are not really good at being friends and that when we see each other I constantly feel as though I put up most of the effort. Why do I feel as though I always give more than I receive?
alright, mom left for vegas after she dropped me off school. rain was blahhhh this morning. I was feeling really great today, i felt really ready to play La Quinta. But then i played horrible during the game. We won [44-19] but it felt like i wasnt even there. I drove in so much, and drove in strong, but ughhhhh my dayumm lay ups were just not going in! I only had 2 fouls today, but still, those fouls shouldnt have happened. One of the things that really pissed me off was that i was about to shoot a free throw and somebody shouts “GO TUNA!” or something, idk. and i missed the shot. I just hate it when that happens, like you feel so confident in your shot, and just one little saying throws your whole shot off. Blahhh they elbowed the back of my head, and i fell to the ground, and hit my head hard on the ground. couldnt play rest of the 4th quarter! Thanks for the support from the people after the game. Went to LQ after, witnessed a big ass double rainbow with esther, dulce, mayra, and zuri, and im glad it was with them <3 jv guys game was intense. Varsity girls had a good game, they didnt give up, no matter what the outcome was. haha me and dulce got hurt the same way. Tried to cheer up Mayra after she got kicked out, that call was stupid, the ref knows it! haha Johanna should just play football. Damn Sheila and her socks, smelled! Haha i’m still wearing hernon’s tie since JJ has the tacky one. Got to see Lauren after like a couple months, haha so many hugs from her. Once she starts driving, we gonna hang out more often.
ughhhh today was just full of pain, some happy moments, but mostly pain. well went to library this morning to print works cited for english, zorratti’s class was in there. Thai is kinda weird, no offense. Chilled with Bri this morning, we stood in the rain while she waited for vasquez to come, haha it was entertaining. Gilbert made me feel better in 1st period. 2nd period was alright, just talked with Tan throughout the whole period about basketball and other stuff as usual. haha drew a crappy picture of George Clemenceau in my notebook for history. I really felt like crap in during bio, but tony kept us entertained with his attempt to extract dna. ahhh chilled in Mr.K’s room during lunch again. He actually shows some pretty interesting movies. 5th was a drag, just wanted to go to practice. Blahhhhhh i felt like total crap after the sprints, i just couldnt take it anymore. but i wanted to keep practicing, my body wanted to stop during sprints, but i just couldnt stop. i didnt want to watch my team run, it makes me feel bad. i really needed a rest. after practice, did the hw with ermenia. asked random questions. Tony gave us food, franky and me went one on one again. Hernon changed into his shorts fast, i saw him walk in with pants, then all of a sudden he in shorts. Michelle wants to go to denny’s next late start. we gonna pull a winter break repeat on people haha. blahhhhh now its raining really hard and im sitting here in damn annoying pain.
LOL reading this made me less pissed off. ahhh gotta agree, MLK day was a winter break repeat but oh wells, that’s what our basketball familia is for! fa’sho dawg! hope we can stay after practice again, probably when all this rain stops
Haha wow today was a little weird x) Biked to Santiago at like 9:30 with Brenda to go to practice xDD Tuna taught her how to dribble better and how to do a layup :D rofl! fail :] haha damn practice had alot of running today ;O but isss okay! :D Ended at like 12:30 and it rained so we got a ride home from my dad. LOL in the locker room when i was trying to tie my shoe i got a cramp and fell to the floor twitching ROFL (litteraly) xDDD Yeah well once I got home it started raining, HARD. hahah Spent the rest of the day eating and procrastinating on hw :] hehehe CHRISTINA!<3 my abused step-daughter :] made a shoutout for me! it was so cute[; lol blah feels like what happened at winter break again but oh wells we have our basketball familia :)<3 We must stay extra long after practice outside not wanting to go home and talking again! :D haha and then I can give you “the look” and you can make fun of mee! lolol! ok well gotto start doing my hw again ADIOS (=
i remember a time when i was 8, my mom told me a monster would get me if i didnt throw away my gum. instead of throwing away my gum, i swallowed it, i thought i was a rebel. I waited for that monster that night. it did not come. my mom told me it had a busy schedule. i waited everyday for two years, then i finally found out that the monster wasn’t real. there goes two years of paranoia i will never get back.
going through the same thing as winter break, realizing which people actually wanna be around me during times like these. i guess in the end, basketball and my cousins are my only options. i may come off as busy sometimes, thats only cause i had to resort to my cousins or basketball, and those are the only things i would have for that day. Maybe i should change my taste in people, idk or maybe im just plain weird. ahhh yea thats why, im just plain weird. then again, what is normal these days. alright that was my quick rant on that topic. blahhhhh hope i can make it to practice tomorrow, since i got nothing else to do for MLK day.
- Loops practically kicked my ass during practice, Esther literally kicked my ass but all of it was a accident. Price to pay for bball
- right leg is messed up, abdominal pain is annoying
now im sitting here, trying to start my homework but cant, stupid sister. she has been doing homework for 9 hours! and she only needs 7 cornell notes! it doesnt take that fuckin long to do 7 cornell notes! 9 hours, and she only got 5 done, and her math hw which was only like 2 problems! why the fuck does it take someone to do 5 cornells in 9 hours! and they arent even good cornells! and she wonders why she’s in avid, haha.